I've always wondered

When would I grow up?
When would my salary come?
When will it stay put in my account?
When will I write my book?
When will I not fight with Uma for frivolous reasons?
When will I stop worrying about little things I forget?
When will my vacation not turn into a workation?
How did the pup feel when its tail or leg (not sure what) accidentally came under my car (sob sob)...
Why didn't I rush it to the vet?
Which is the next course I should do?
Will Ita wake up on time for school?
What shall I do next?
Why do I have to keep thinking of moving on the the next new task or idea?

too many questions... time for introspection... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Failed but liking it in a mixed way.

IPL 2010- the men in blue (MI) defied my guess and lost to CSK. I hugely admire Dhoni's skill and worship Tendulkar's, making it tough to support any one team. My fav team won but fav player lost.

Smoking ban up in smoke.

Was waiting outside a Govt office for someone. Saw a bunch of 14 odd yr old kids striking a lite at a roadside kiosk selling tobacco and Indian bread with tea. If not this kiosk owner some other did fella must have sold it. There is a ban on selling to person below 18 and on smoking in public places. The cops were as silent as I was watching them. Is the ban effective.

Shifting in suitcases :)

My cuzin is shifting and we ran out of cartons. So here's where some crockery ended.

I want to break free. . .

Been wanting to unwind and get to being at peace with my self, the life and the etc. No i don't feel compelled for a holiday. I am less patient, irritable and often impolite. My mind says am not doing enough, and i don't know what next yet. Confused? So am I :)

The compulsive purchase

Ever been to discount sale where the bill value decides the % that you'll save?. So if u find yrself having selected what u really wanted but thats just a few bucks away from the next tier, do u not end by buying more stuff? I fell foe iy, like I usually do :)

Ita's first lyrics ver 4

Even if u r bored now. . . . . Jingle baell jingle baell , mama aioplane mein aaya hai (her uncle arrived this morning. :).